Just staying busy.

Chris looking fine outside. Here you see my adorable husband putting in a bamboo guard. The neighbor has bamboo growing and it shoots up in our garden.
Yes, still hooping it up at 8 months pregnant. No belly hooping just legs, neck, chest and arms.
On Saturday we volunteered at the March of Dimes. This was Chris's 10th year my second. The fire department handed out 1500 hotdogs. drinks, and loads of fruit and snacks.

37 weeks pregnant and still smiling.
Our baby's room. Chris painted a tree with cute bugs. The other walls are blue. we have some art work on the walls. One painting that hung in my room when I was a baby. We love his room. It is simple and sweet and now all it needs is a baby.

Lexus Baby

Mom reminded me it is better to have loved then to have never loved at all. Thank you Lexus for loving me for 12 years. You were such a wonderful friend to me. You were brought to me when there was not a chance of your survival. I fed you with a little bottle until you could eat on your own. You comforted me when I was in need. If I cried you came running to my side. When I was sick you sat with me and kept me warm. You were a great pal. I will miss you helping me in the garden this summer. I will miss you when I take a bath and your not on the tubs edge. I miss you now not sitting behind the computer looking out the window.

Grief is a strange emotional process. I know this much pain is because I have a big heart. Because I can love and be loved. It is a hard part of life that we face again and again. I will see you again in my dreams and in heaven. I love you my little Lexus baby.